I am
an infinite Ocean.
He who
would explore me
needs
more than a lifetime
or even
a lifetime of courage.
He must
discard all that makes him land bound.
Such
treasures, grottoes of pleasure,
bliss,
love and adventure
lie
in my waters.
So, come,
lie in my waters.
Wise
with fortune is the man who hears the siren call
and
dives with his heart
into
the crashing waves,
risking
all.
For the
Mermaid I AM one with the sea,
peacefully
hiding in the thrashing foam,
awaiting
you with open arms.
Grasp
fast!
I know
the currents of the wild waves.
Chaos
is my sea-homes' door,
and
below the waves' chaotic beating of the shore,
a deeper
order at the ocean floor,
where
the Mystery of OurSelf abides,
welcoming
us home,
oh,
Beloved in my arms.
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Beyond the Gorgon face, I await you.
Lips and legs parted, exposing ecstasy.
I will be sweet bloodwine in your veins.
Inside you I will flow. And you will drink me constantly.
Thus you will reel about, mad to your former ignorance,
intoxicated with bliss.
The infinite blades of grass that rise from the fertile fields
are my tongues
tongues of desire licking the honey hidden in your bone.
At last and forever, I will rise in you, oh Man,
and you will know me as your own
Resurrection.
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My hair
matted,
my skin
black
my eyes
white and red
flashing
I will teach
you
I am the
wildness of Earth
I drink
the blood of my enemies
I transform
them
I live in
the mouth of the shark
I die in
the caress of my lover
I blow
apart your monasteries
I dance
in the forest
I am the
Vine of Death
Will you be free?
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The Scriptures of Peace
my vulvamy mouth is honey
is open
lips ready to swallow your word
so come
speak to me
where you may sip the nectar
of unspeakable love
my two throats vibratefor the sake of all love
with unshared wisdoms
bring your mouths to mine
that Word may be born
for the sake of all love
and the world
come
and the world
come
bring the word of your mouthwe are the book yet unwritten
to my womb
bring your seed of life
to my lips
bring your pain to my breast
your love to my need
my hunger to your heart
your darkness
to my cave
yet to be bound
for the sake of all lovefor the sake of all love and the world
and the world
come write Bliss on my body
in our embrace
flow the scriptures of Peace
for the sake of all love and the world
come
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I surrender to the rushing, reckless wisdom of Eros.Will you be her mouth?
erotic mother love has me by the back of the throat,
slain in her deep fangs,
limp and panting in her grip,
her claws are tearing me open to Love.
She will consume me.
Come.
Devour me. Separation absolved.
One again.
Let others fear this banquet of terror and tenderness,
as for me, I will lie beneath you.
and look you in the eye.
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my breastconsider my breast
the weight, the curve, the orb of it
hold in your palmshere is your fountain
full and succulent with love,
rich with honey, sweet beyond the amber of bees.
no longing exists whose succoring nectar is not here
in my breast.here is my nipple, perched at the Source of Bliss.
through this, the Universe you drink,
drawing to your fervent suck
intoxicating streams.
I need to feel them flow
from the infinite darkness
through the portal of my womb,
streaming up my body
with ecstatic voices
delirious with power
to the vortex of your mouth!If you suck only to arouse me,
you do not arouse me.
but suck with full ferocity of need
as if the only and every nourishment of your soul
lives herein.
because it does.
for what you drink from me, I become.
and like a river, Love is only when it flows.
so when you drink
drink for us both.
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Be
my Kali
tear me
apart with passion
leave nothing
for the vultures or the ants
catch me
with your sharpest claw
tear me
open
to love
have no
mercy
fasten
me with your eye of Death
lest I
die the death that walks
through
days
Be
my Kali
tear me
apart with passion
lick clean
every part of me
leave nothing
for the vultures or the ants
every drop
of blood consume
every bone
turn 'round your hands and play your drums with me
I want
nothing left
only the
sound of my Death
travelling
the ends and beginnings of the Worlds
I
want nothing left
only
my essence
lolling
from your tongue.
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when you
touch me
find the
hidden places
beneath
the visible sky of my eyes.
the currents
that only I have felt
the secret
ones men rush over
oblivious
to the electric breath
that opens
the storm and the lightning bolt of me
then may
you come inside
to the
soft place where birds hide during the rain.
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yes I will
pull you down
from the
high mountain
into the
mansion of my body
where vineyards
are ripening sun into wine
where children
pull your pant legs
babies
piss and laugh
old people
die
and succulent
peaches fall, seeking your mouth
down from
the hill of empty
into the
clamor of joy
the noise
of love
immediate
the very
substance of silence
but I will
climb the hill with you, too
lie beside
you in cool walls of stone
sheltered
from the noisy sun
I will
wipe sweat from your face
with my
subtle fingers of night
loving
you and the cool separate bliss
like bees
pollinating two fields
serpents
weaving worlds, stars in orbits
we will
circle 'twixt the village and cave,
in the
voluptuous figure eight of forever!
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don't stop
_
if you don't stop us,
who will?
will I have to?
_
"we can do anything we want"
scares you out of your wits.
_
will whatever needs to happen
happen?
_
the thoughts
already have consequences.
change us
right before our very eyes.
_
your face is all the rest of you
in my hands
_
your neck under all that hair
hours - just on your head,
your ears,
your shoulders,
"gently, gently"
_
your hips
and your downward
heavy rump hips,
and my hands down your back
and again to your throat
and my hands
_
"don't stop."
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Thank Goddess
_
She is shameless
thank Goddess.
without shame
I agree.
_
we are the world
sit on my face
we are the moment
was that a ritual last night?
_
will we go
where no love has gone before?
you know that,
without shame.
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the rainbow
_
the tension
from horizon to horizon
held and maintained,
a tantric bridge of nothing but light
but spanning oceans.
_
the breath held,
a tantric bridge of nothing but air,
to grow and to fill us,
connecting us with a taut string
resounding.
_
we have met,
we have connected,
we walk our bridge of air and light
Goddess knows
we are one.
_
and if we ever meet,
do you think that
-- knowing what we do --
we could not
. .
but face each other
look into each others eyes
feel the bridge of air and light
held by us
and not touch
dance
not touch
dance
dance
. . . .
and dance
. . .
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p e l i c a n
before you
open your eyes
for your
day in my heart
feel me
like the
pelican
not trying
but flying
as part
of the wave
lightly
grazing its crest
barely
touching
connected
by surrender
to what
no concept will ever grasp
the love
of breath
of Mother
earth' weaving waves
lip-like
pulsing inward and out
engulfing
and revealing
- let me
be the rock
splashed
by your mist
inundate
me with you waters
with your
salt and sand
swallow
me and spew me out -
feel me
not doing
but knowing
to be part
of your lips
lightly
grazing their luscious crest
connected
by surrender
feel me
feel you
think you
be you
fill you
breath
you
love you
die with
me
in me
to live
with me
forever
and beyond
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_rat's bliss
_
soft and white my coat
- maiden white
_
my heart beats fast.
I breathe,
smell life here in this unknown landscape
- more than life
. . . maybe bliss ?
_
but I know nothing.
still I shiver
in my maiden white coat.
there‘s more than life here in this unknown landscape
_
the shivering ceased.
I breathe.
I am not alone here.
I breathe and I stand still.
I am not alone.
_
something is waiting here in this unknown landscape.
_
life is good.
I breathe – in my blissful maiden white coat.
- more than life . . .
but I know nothing.
_
THE BITE
_
such love!
such love!
_
it is beautiful here,
my heart beats slow
in my blissful red coat.
have I arrived in "more than life"?
_
I am not alone here.
so peaceful.
no more breath
but such intensity receiving me -
the quiet rhythm of another heart in the dark
receiving me.
the quiet rhythm is the dark
_
. . . of such intensity
so peaceful here:
- in the breath of another
- in the rhythm of another
- in the slow crushing rhythm of another
_
rhythm
rhythm
rhy-tham
rhy—
_
such love receiving me
allowing me to let go
go-oh
so peaceful here in the heartbeat of another
bliss in "more than life"
rhy-tham
such love!
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to topYour thorns
pricked
thoughtless touch
protected
you from paltry paws.
But to
approach with knowing,
the blossom's
smooth softness
its petals
huddled moist
its scent
heart-filling non-words,
non-touch
- you hold
still.
You let
me feel your roots
surrendering
to Earth
trusting
opened to receive.
You let
me drink your Earth-drawn scent,
inhale
intoxicating breath.
I won't
touch you,
but come,
come to
live
in the
home of my heart.
find freedom in facing
the monstrous cruelty of Her rape
“what will happen?”
give up hope
find freedom in feeling
your own small perishable nakedness
give up hope
find freedom in having failed
to save Her, one more day
give up hope
instead
seek freedom in finding a new small
universe
in every pair of eyes we meet
still - give up hope
find freedom in following
the birds‘ unknowable sweetness
of flight
give up hope
find freedom in falling, falling,
falling,
falling gently into Her arms
to find yourself
here
